to my dear

my dear:

i played a bad joke on you today
then i had the thought of a revenge from you
being a little afraid but i thought of the sweetness afterwards
a sweet revenge, i thought.

i love the way you dressed today, addition to your soft, long hair, it was the perfect combination.
too bad i didn't take a picture for you
simple, clean, cute and sweet
these were the description i could think of

my heart leaped when i saw you
when i called your name
when i talked to you



reservation,
is that what i need before seeing you, before taking a bus together to the train station?
if it is, i dislike it.

i was amazed that you came to school today
i thought, you would go to the library near your home and study there

seeing you
reminds me of the things i was mad about on Saturday
that was why i played the joke on you,
ignoring your calls, and pretending to be mad at you

seeing you
never makes me mad; on the contrary, it thrilled me.
it made me feel hopeful for just seeing you one sight
the joy would fill my heart wholly, fully, warmly.

i always regret the things i done afterwards
i'm sorry but i'm not regretting now

我不知道我很愛講八卦噎
有嗎？

the thing i only know is


you are always on my mind.