trying

i'm trying to type something down these days

but, i don't know.....

i ...... don't know what to type

these days i've been fantasizing about the fairy tale i wrote on my blog, and something unusual.

it just popped up to my mind and that's why i said it unusual

well, something happened today, between my parents. 

the first eye i saw mom i knew that there was something wrong

but i didn't know what happened because i went out to take physics class

we had a silent lunch together, and they sent me and my brother home. 

they drove out to talk (i think.)

i'm a little concerned, but i really think i don't want to know.

you know that when i was a kid i usually make plans to escape from home.

i usually calculate all the things i need, all the money, where to sleep......everything

sometimes i really want to escape 'cause this family is never complete

in the film "Enchanted" there was a couple, getting to divorce

but they didn't at the end 'cause they found their real reason why they were together

what they first noticed about each other

"everybody has problems, everybody has bad times. do we sacrifice all of the good times because of them? No."

it's really magical that every time i watch one film i would get inspirations from its script to give an answer to my real life.

well, i hope i always do.